It’s amazing how things can build off each other. Sometimes that building is like a wave growing stronger headed towards the shore and sometimes it’s building like and avalanche about to destroy everything. The thing is; unless you are actually in a life or death situation: you aren’t. That is step 1.

Is it my perspective that has improved? Is the grass really greener? I notice that I am more willing to shift: to calm: to reflect; I hope so so working on pause. It’s working though. Life feels so beautiful each day that I get it. I get why people think I don’t deserve this life. I don’t know how I deserve this life.

God has decided that it’s meant for me. So here I am; eternally grateful. I try to focus on living each day as someone worthy. I cherish the little things. I am all too aware how fragile it all is.

One day at a time brought me here: and I can’t wait to see where it takes me next.